while praying...

so...this year has not the been the most thriving, if you know what I mean. It really has felt as if the walls were closing in, world crashing down and we are just losing it! It's just been one thing after the next with no end in sight! I've done my part in what I'm to do. I've prayed specifically, fasted, read my Bible, confessed scripture out of my hands, anointed everything, praised, worshiped, danced, broke down, poured myself out and trying to walk by faith and not by sight. I know I'm not perfect and still have a long way to go to even to live up to my own standard, let alone God's, but the most important thing is I'm TRYING! I refuse to let the Devil win! Anyways...so right now God is going to have to do something. This has been my prayer: I've done all I know to do. It's your turn. There is nothing that I can do to fix this. This is too big for me. I don't want to sit here and try to figure out what to do, I want His will. There is just really so much going on, I couldn't, if I wanted to! I told the Lord in my prayer yesterday that this family is in His prayers and He is going to have to do something. I know what the scriptures said and I quoted them to Him, while I'm still here waiting...feeling like nothing is happening at all! But, I can not be moved by how I feel or what it looks like because I know what the Word says. So..at the end of my prayer...kinda at the end of my rope...I said, I need a word from you now. I know I can read your Word, but I want you to confirm a word to me, for me. So...at church service yesterday evening...the spirit was moving and Pastor Geck got to preaching. Everything he was saying already was striking me! Trials and hardships lead to the greatest victory/blessing. Devil will attack you financially. Then he looked right at me and said (i wish I could remember it all...I was so caught up!) he said: when you have done all that you can and know to do.....STAND! And, that was it. Then he asked for someone to lay hands on my for prayer to strengthen me. Wow! That was exactly what I needed! My word from God is to STAND! Don't give up, wave, wonder, fall or doubt! Keep on what I'm doing! It will come to pass! Then it was also said to me: God will not leave thee or forsake thee! What an amazing church body I have! I feel so blessed! Thank you, Jesus for transplanting me! I'm game! I can not be stopped now you stupid Devil! I know what the scriptures say and I'm STANDING on it! God has a plan for us. A plan to prosper us and give us a future, not to harm us, that's what His Word says! It's all according to His will! Help me get out of your way, Lord! Matthew 21:20 if you have faith and do not doubt, you will not only do what was done to the fig tree, but also if you say to this mountain, be removed and be cast into the sea, it will be done.  And, whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive. Faith, no doubt, praying and believing! Amen! Something good is going to come from this and I will always give Him the glory! He is going to do something with me too because I'm an open vessel free for Him to use as His will! God is moving!