Prayer Blog

I feel like the best way that I can open up, pour myself out and release everything that I have that is in me is to write it. So...I'm going to just start doing that. I don't know any details yet. I have this vision or desire to start a prayer blog or my own website of some sort. I don't really want to blog all my prayers because they are intimate and between God and myself. I have always enjoyed writing and can do it for hours. Sometimes I feel like that is the best way that I pray, unless when I am praying in the holy ghost-can't really type that out! lol I just want a way that I can stay connected to the Lord and enjoy doing it also. I enjoy blogging and getting on the computer. I don't know if there is anything wrong with it or not. If you have an opinion, let me know. I feel like I can type and process my thoughts faster while I'm typing. It is also quicker doing bible studies online w/ the Strongs Concordance, but I also enjoy pulling out all my books and notebooks and sitting down at the table and spending time reading and searching and studying. But, I am a busy Mom of 4, who is currently babysitting and have to do what I can do. I do know and have said it before, that I feel like the Lord has been working on my heart about rising early inthe morning and spending time w/ him. And, it would be sacrifice for me to do that, and I really do want to do it. I am just not a morning person! :/ I want to be! Lord, help me to be a morning person. When I have/do get up at 5 am or whenever to get up and pray/study I just get so sleepy and want to fall asleep...and it's not like I can just walk around the house and pray aloud and wake everyone. So, maybe I can stay awake and pray on my blog and study on here...I will try. I know I want to be closer to the Lord and want to be odedient to Him and faithful everyday to Him. My sacrifice for His glory and my progress= win win! Another reason why I like getting on the computer is youtube! I have several different playlists. I have a favorites, which is just like any and all worship songs. I have a prayer list~which I have turned it on and just sat down and prayed/worshipped/meditated during it playing. Then if I need my fighting songs, I play my 'get pumped' list! This is good to play while cleaning! It's good too for those days when it feels hard to praise God...those days when you just feel like chucking it all, when you have felt defeated by the enemy--play it and it changes my mood, attitude, outlook and quickens my spirit! Because the enemy is under my feet! I will praise the Lord. And, that's the biggest and best praise you can give god; when it's a sacrifice for you to do it. You are gaining ground over the enemy and fighting against your flesh. Die out daily, right!!? I love the the saying: 'pray harder, when it's the hardest to pray' and praise/dance/worship him harder, when it's hardest to praise/dance/worship him!'